Arg! Arg! Arg!
Changes. Unpredictability.
My take on this: it’s just something that is not meant to be gotten used to.
it’s like skydiving in a way..that it just will always feel like the first time. Same insane cells firing at intense rates, same flashbacks of your life, and same thoughts about where you’re gonna end up if you die.
But all I’m asking is that it doesn’t occur so freaking frequently, but I guess it’s all about appreciating it.. which obviously I’ve yet to fully comprehend.
So this is how you learn.
STRESS like hell, like i wanna scream my lungs out, like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! now, back to work.
(Source: fadedconfessions)
Quang Nam, Vietnam
I almost forgot what this feels like and how it has kept me going against all odds.
I can and I will.
joy.
corporate life sucks (not totally).
There and then I thought, c’est impossible dans un NGO. dang dang wrong. politics, gossips, backstabbing, judgements, don’t fall short even among my supposedly kind-hearted nice colleagues.
WHATEVER happened to people who truly cares nowadays? None.
I feel like a lone ranger, help. *screamsssss and pulls hairrrrr
I hate you. And I will hate you forever. You are nothing to be but a stranger, and trust me it will stay this way till the day I die.
It’s a thin line between being myself versus being the person everybody thinks I am.
So, pardon me for wanting to feel like myself today.
I didn’t know it’ll pissed you off.
kinda forgot this even exist. i guess its times like this, when you really have too much spare time that you remember the little little online presences that you have planted everywhere (ok besides facebook that is).
ugh i wish unemployment would end now. you have NO idea.